Free Wine, not a Prisoner's of the Drunker

Many people said I was sweet, delicious, and yeaah, fun.

Maybe ... but I don’t know. Only a little, I'll make your tongue feel bitter and want again.

Only glass of course,, eehmm quite delicious, just makes you feel warm and happy.

However, if too much,, my hot will burn your body and make you drunk until you lose control of yourself.

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Sixteen years ago, I was only a purplish-red liquid is packaged in beautiful glass bottles. Suddenly, someone comes along ... touch me ... the first touch from him, that thrilled me, which made me could never forget him.

Finally he took me, take me home with him, took me into his world.
For a moment, he looked at me, I thought he was going to open my bottle cap, poured me into a crystal glass, gulped me and feel satisfied for having chosen me. But no, he didn’t open my bottle cap, not gulped me. All he did, just looking at me from a far, looked at me without expression that can be read.

He put back the bottle cap opener, then left me alone in the warehouse storage. Dark, cold and damp.

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Year after year passed,, my love for him asleep in a very long wait which I thought would never end. My hopes come and go, then leave again. Just as the dust that clung to my glass bottle. As if to cover their beauty.
Hmmm,,, sometimes I have often wondered at the time. Why the Left on the part of me never existed? Why has he let me wait so many years? Even he was not allowing me to know him longer. I'm pretty sure he was not foreign to me. Is it possible that in another life I was and he never knew each other before now I'm living the life of this? ... He was also often present in my dreams. And woke me up in the endless restless.
In my face grim etched into clear, inviting curiosity winds that had been secretly watching me.

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"Does he prefer Whiskey? Does the taste of Whiskey better than me?" I said sadly in the wind. The wind was only able to pause, hissing softly. Whether it was unable to answer or confused to respond. Time seemed to stop for a moment. Come with me sympathetically.

"Hmmm,,, if my destiny is waiting? Endless waiting like this?" I asked softly.
I wanted to run, let go of my destiny. But the wind pushed me back again, so I didn’t fall, crashing to the ground. Until the time finally came over to me, sitting beside me.

"Why are you so eager to run off your destiny?" asked the wise wind.

"Because, I want to find my own destiny, not a predestined fate of others or by others. I thought, if I could escape from the beauty of glass bottles that had been shut in a long wait, crashes and lands absorb me, give me warmth until I can evaporate into the air, the wind brought my fragrance toward the place where I could meet him that I loved even though only in mere silence,"I said at the Time.

"But, that's going to make you become unable to have each other, since you're without your beautiful glass bottles will be meaningless in his eyes, as he was without opening the bottle cap, could not gulp you," said Time.

"I don’t care, so long as I can see. Can see it fine, can see it happy. Although not with me, it's very pretty to me. More than enough, "I said.

"But he never could see your figure," replied sadly time.

"But I'm sure, only with the sincerity of his heart he can feel my presence, though without being able to see me,"

Time once mused to hear my words. His face showed sadness. Until finally he said,

"Did you know? Your love for her is too selfish. If you behave like that, would still be said to love? God's determining their own destiny of His creation, but He also provided an opportunity for them to realize the destiny of their own. Sometimes you will feel the pain even until wounded in living and find your destiny, you just need patience, because He will make everything that was complicated to be beautiful in the end, everything Happens for a Reasons. Believe in God, "said Time wise.

"But, my patience has limits. I'm tired if only continue to be patient. Without meaning there is something coming to me, "

"So now's the time you learn to accept me in your life. Surrender your heart to me, until eventually I can teach you how to deal with day-to-day, "said the time wisely.

"But, I couldn’t. This waiting is too painful for me, since I don’t know if he really wanted me or not, "I said to myself.

Then, I asked for help from the wind to ask the person I love, person who for the rest of my life will continue I wait. If he wants me to keep waiting for him here, so I'll try to be faithful and learn to be patient. Till then, he's come to bring happiness for me, for us.

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